Can't Figure Out Why...

Through the darkness of light,
I survived.
When things grow,
I decline.
When times are good,
I cry.
When the nature charges up,
I smile.
The crime heightens up,
I admire.
Flock of men?
I disjoin.
Through the course of life,
do I survive?

Committed Suicide

Jindal kya likhta hai yaaron
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I WISH




I wish I could steal some more moments to live
I wish I could live some moments to give
Things seem smiling when I talk to them
Time seems crawling when I walk with them
I dont know what's leaving behind on each passing breath
I wish I could have some more breaths to give
People come and go in this one day
Weaving a delicate web., life goes the way
Loses strength, and gosh, the endless night begun
I wish I could have some more strength to give
Happiness and sorrow are part of the game
Fight till you reach the verge of lame
Keep smiling and make life wherever you go
I wish I could have some more smiles to give
I wish I could steal some more moments to live
I wish I could live some moments to give


by SIMMI

I AM NOT AT EASE.

Well i must thank Neha for that,

to take that feel out of me very correctly

This is not my foto, but is photographed by me.

Technically speaking...Finally I am able to insert some of ME into this post.

SMOKE


Seniors, Batchmates......
I think
They are my foes

Propel me to write,
Write mail,
Mail mails,
And get Sick.

They score more,
They hit more
Suggest more
And then...
Tease the most

Search for the Job,
Job for the summers
Upcoming.

Keep applying,
They say,
They call it Internship

The only way to go
You know, I know,
Do more and more
Keep a Bamboo in

And then...
There is Luck
If You get lucked here...
You are going to be Fucked there.

I am frustrated with this.
Can I stop?
Do I have a right to stop?

Reason,
Got Net,
Spent a lot,
Money, Time.

Not a single yes.
Yet I have to move
Further
Till Someone stops me.

Ofc, To Blame.
I have one.

Memories from Goa

Uchhaalu,
Kakkad,
Kakkat,
Singapore,
Singaporean,
Church and
the Kid's mom....AAAH..

Left side,
On thaa right side

I'll edit this post soon.

where has the kid gone!????

UNTITLED


Traffic pass by
I can hear the noise.
Relax, I learnt.
How? I realised.

If I had one shot,
One Oppurtunity,
I would have been done.


But where were the peace,
Where were those Smiles
Where were those DayLights,
Those Nights....

I FeLt,
I LeFt.

I Write Arbitrarily
(I have missed one post before this one that made this post sensible.....reason being, I didn't want that to be read by all)



With this bright sunny day
Ofcourse wind was there
Enough to cause me Shiver
Is it the real reason to shiver

No, a BIG no or a small NO
Or no NOes.
Once I set into the day
I made Hay
No point
Love it. (I had no choice except to accept it)

10 is the normal time
But its 1 now
Go for the call,
But i remember,(She) Had a paper.
So didn't go for it.

My thoughts have been borrowed
But, borrowed from Whom?

I turned to Music
Couldn't find it new
But still
Enjoyed........Phew!!!

Into the comp again,
I sat with no purpose
Just to feel Myself

I have no feel left.
Porn/Movies don't entertain me anymore
Just the girl
Just the GIRL.

I see girls,
Thoughts wander
But get restored next moment.
Mind you, the Same Girl,
The Similarity.

Heavy Night,last night
yahooo!

Last night i was sitting in Balcony of my house,tired of seeing the same kinda hot weather daily,tried to look beyond the balcony.Anything ,except the closest tree,was barely visible.The street light were down,no one seemed to possess an invertor or a genset in the whole society with ours invertor running out of battery too.Complete darkness prevailed over the colony.
Now completely wet I decided to sit on the wall,the wall which is about a foot wide,the wall which is my favourite place when i talk on the phone.There wasnt any phone in my hand that time.
I sat,then lied down,staring,rather just seeing the sky and hung my legs on both sides of the wall.One side would have led me to the ground floor and the other obviouly to the balcony floor.
I observed that very clear sky,the faintest star visible clearly,and wondered bout the sky which should have been a monsoon seasoned sky.Where were those clouds?
Suddendly mom came in and I almost reached the ground floor on that jerk,which gave me a feel like a bat striking me in dark.The only source of light in the dark were the stars,no moon that night.
A (roughly)cool wind was blowing too,though not continuos,which was somewhat able to relieve my sweating body.
No thoughts as such crossed over my mind at that time,so there's no thought to share now.